Well Mum, I made it through the last 3 days another year. 3 years & it isn't any easier. It seems as if it gets worse the older my own children get. I wish you were here for them. You were such a great support. Aidan is heading off to high school soon & you're missing all their milestones. You're no longer here to talk me through their problems, so knowledgeable from raising us with our difficulties. I will never be able to enjoy the holidays again but don't worry. I always try to smile for the kids. Please keep them safe. We all miss you so much. You will never be forgotten & you will always be loved